Since Mayo’s findings, I returned to CO last night. 14 hours of butt-numbing joy.  Went to the dentist today, here is the issue: You can clearly see the metal artifact that was left in my jaw by the best periodontist in the world.  I would like to take a brief moment in thanking you for… Continue reading Short update

I’m finding it really hard to start this post. From my last post, I returned to Mayo. What has been a nightmare since the implants were placed. I’ve been called crazy. Doctors that literally look at me with blank stares. Being told that I’m making this up by my family, and also being labeled as… Continue reading Vindication

All kidding aside. Mayo. Probably the most respected, if not, top healthcare organization on the planet. When the wife and I left in a scramble to get me to Minnesota, I frantically clicked the “Request an Appointment” button in my Mayo app. The pain in my face was mounting, returning. As I sat at my… Continue reading Hold the Mayo, Give Me Ham on Five

 2021 was supposed to be something new.  Nope.  Just more of the same.  From my last post, things still are up in the air.  Still going septic.  Still needing vancomycin/rocephin to stop my face from literally crawling away. As expected, the infectious disease Dr that was following me in the hospital (same idiot from 2018),… Continue reading Escape

Just like it says ill. I cannot describe how bad this really is. My face feels like it’s just on fire. The pain has been absolutely unreal.  Going through morphine. It’s immobilizing to say the least.  It’s probably the worst pain I’ve had to date. There is something in my cheeks.  Recurring complaint.  Nothing new there.  As I got… Continue reading Ill Communication

As much as I wish I was sitting In some bedroom somewhere with a typewriter and some batshit crazy lady wanting me to write a story, that would be a Stephen King thing.  Things have escalated again. For the worst of course. My birthday was yesterday. Misery would be the appropriate title to use here. … Continue reading Misery

What would become of the aftermath of 2018, followed by monumentus failure of 2019, leading to the full circle of failure of 2020.    Jesus. Christ.    You would think things would have gotten easier with figuring out the oral infections. Immune disorders. Fuck. No immune system. To the literal waste of money I have had… Continue reading Full Circle of Failure

As bleak as my previous posts have been. It’s been the truth. It’s not been an easy road these past few years. I have struggled for some time now on what exactly has happened over the course of what?  5 years?  The acne. The pus. A constant thing that never really went away. As I… Continue reading Surprise

I don’t even know how to start typing this blog entry.  As I sit here, it’s hard to find the words, or just type what I am feeling.  Numb.  That’s how I feel lately.  I was hoping that the antibiotics would start doing something, but its hard to say at this point if they at… Continue reading Sick

I woke up today in an absolute blur. I took an ambien last night to just sleep. Sleep is something that I haven’t been able to do, or even get much of. As I rolled over to see my wife out cold and snoring, I looked at the window. It looked like I had woke… Continue reading Caving to pain