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As bleak as my previous posts have been. It’s been the truth. It’s not been an easy road these past few years. I have struggled for some time now on what exactly has happened over the course of what?  5 years?  The acne. The pus. A constant thing that never really went away. As I… Continue reading Surprise

I don’t even know how to start typing this blog entry.  As I sit here, it’s hard to find the words, or just type what I am feeling.  Numb.  That’s how I feel lately.  I was hoping that the antibiotics would start doing something, but its hard to say at this point if they at… Continue reading Sick

I woke up today in an absolute blur. I took an ambien last night to just sleep. Sleep is something that I haven’t been able to do, or even get much of. As I rolled over to see my wife out cold and snoring, I looked at the window. It looked like I had woke… Continue reading Caving to pain

Past couple days have been rough. The facial pain has been getting worse and worse. On the sides of my nose, cheeks, and jawline. Just fucking hurts. Today I started to notice that the implant that was placed on the rear left, the surrounding tissues look, angry. Red, and swollen.  I am fairly certain that… Continue reading Being Chronically Ill

Today has been a day from hell.  I woke up just not feeling good. Everything hurt, but I got out of bed anyways.  The pain is different today.  My face just hurts.  It burns.  It feels  like something is in my cheeks and jaw.  It just feels…. fat.  The rashes I was talking about before… Continue reading Even more facial pain

Exaustion, frustration, yet determination.   A week ago, my body told me I was in trouble.  I listened.  The past weeks something was wrong.  Heart rate speeding up, slowing down.  Blood pressure always high.  Never would I have imagined what was actually going on.  For as long as I can remember, my arm has been… Continue reading A Week Later

EXAMS: 003653702 PERC THROM VENOUS INI 1. RIGHT UPPER EXTREMITY VENOGRAM. 2. THROMBOLYSIS/THROMBECTOMY OF THE BRACHIAL, AXILLARY AND SUBCLAVIAN VEINS. 3. VENOPLASTY OF THE BRACHIAL, AXILLARY AND SUBCLAVIAN VEINS. EXAM DATE AND TIME: 11/18/2020 17:10 INDICATION/DIAGNOSIS: 40-year-old male with recurrent bilateral upper extremity deep vein thrombosis presented to the emergency department with right shoulder pain.… Continue reading Clot Post Operative Report

As I sit here on the couch near midnight.  My mind won’t stop running.  My arm fucking kills.  I keep getting weird spasms, and pains.  I’m pretty sure its all fallout, but knowing what was just removed, has me a bit anxious to the fact that something might be still wrong.  Call me crazy all… Continue reading Home….

 It has been… an “interesting” 24 hours.  From my last post, I learned:   RIGHT UPPER EXTREMITY VENOUS DUPLEX ULTRASOUND        EXAM DATE AND TIME:  11/16/2020 22:40        INDICATION:  Right upper extremity swelling, pain.        TECHNIQUE:  Real-time compression grayscale imaging, Doppler spectral        analysis, and color flow Doppler were performed on… Continue reading Surgery Round 2 … The Clotting

And I’m fucking admitted again. What the fuck. Yep. You read that right. 2 weeks. Back to back.  Clots.  It’s like a sequal to a terrible horrible movie that get to see on repeat. I get to star in it, direct it, produce it. It’s going to be terrible, two thumbs down.  Since UC Health… Continue reading Not Even 2 Weeks……