Today has been a day from hell. I woke up just not feeling good. Everything hurt, but I got out of bed anyways. The pain is different today. My face just hurts. It burns. It feels like something is in my cheeks and jaw. It just feels…. fat. The rashes I was talking about before are back. just like they were before. On my legs, back and stomach. Small tiny bumps that itch like crazy. I honestly would pay anything at this point to find out what the fuck is causing this. These have been flaring up for years now, it would be really fucking nice to know what the fuck this is.
The face pain has become different. Honestly it feels like my face is rotting. Not to sound morbid, but thats just what it feels like. The red bumps are also all over my face. So I broke into my dexamethasone stash, and I am hoping that the fire is out by tomorrow.
I did see my new doctor, showed him the rashes. He was quite interested. Unsure what it is though, however, it will be nice to have someone help me research or try new things to get to the bottom of this. UC Health did absolutely nothing, but this is something, and it needs to go. Its one of the most annoying things ever. Just feels like I have fire ants roaming around my body. The face stuff seems weird. It used to just be my lips burning, but its transitioned to my cheek, and my lips. It’s hard to say if this infectious, or allergy. I know that the implants need to go. They are so uncomfortable.
Dec 16th is the new date to have them removed. Hopefully nothing will interfere with it, and I can just get them out. I am pretty sure they are most likely contributing to the uncomforatble feelings I have been having in my mouth as of late. I did get some relief when we removed the prosthesis, and the abutments & screws, I was just kinda hopeful that was gonna be it. Wrong again…. Basically used to it at this point.
It’s hard to say where things are going to go from here. I am hopeful that the new doctor makes some progress with the multitude of things, but maybe just solve 1 or 2 things just so I can breathe easy for a bit.
One would only hope.
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