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Can confirm. Not fun. At all. About 5 days ago I came across 2 research sites. These sites talked about combo treatment of fungal infection while using Linezolid, and Itraconazole. As I read into it more and more, it dawned on me that I need to just go all in on this. It’s really sad… Continue reading Who Put The Fun In Fungus?

An intricate dance of rhythm.  Slow moving to an excruciating pace. Very similar to my health problems. A constant flow moving dance. With maybe end in sight, but I’m not going to get worked up about it or try to look forward to the hope. This past week has been a struggle. My mouth has just… Continue reading The Waltz

I can only start this post off with the fact that I think my body has started to give up. While everything has been going on, I’ve neglected a very important aspect of my life, and that’s my vision. Slowly over time, I’ve noticed more and more that my long distance has become .. non-existent.… Continue reading Broken

This is not a fun time at all. As I look back at the past 2 years. It’s filled with a lot of emotion. A lot of fear, anger, and pain. With the clots those didn’t bug me much. Like last time.  When it started impacting my breathing and just moving in general became…. Hard. As… Continue reading Suffocating

Fight or flight. Constantly switched on. Always on high alert 24/7. Mins working overtime. Body not working anytime. Overdrive. Overtime. Absolute exhaustion.  Whichever label you want to slap on it, that’s what it’s been. It’s been too long since I have felt so strangely calm. I think in most part the victory lap I took… Continue reading Calm

I’ve grown tired of writing stuff like this.  Just seems like its all I really post about is how I just am not getting better.  Roughly 3 months ago I stopped going my blood thinners.  Not by choice.  The hematologist didn’t feel they were no longer necessary so she didn’t renew my prescription.  Eh. I went with it.  Whatever.  You are the… Continue reading Worse

After the kenalog shots last Friday, I would have hoped that my face would calm down.  No.  Saturday I was pretty miserable. It’s the same thing. Burning mouth. Face. Ugh. It’s just a cycle.  Sunday weird enough I woke up to my Eustachian tubes just crackling away. It’s a weird thing that sort of comes… Continue reading Fire

It’s been a wild rollercoaster for the past few weeks, not gonna lie. I’ve been tested several times. Patience has been something that I’ve been deprived of for some time but somehow manage to find some. It’s been frustrating. As I look back I am super happy I went to an eye doctor. Of all… Continue reading Fuck

After leaving my dermo’s office, he gave me more Cipro. I think for the most part it’s the antibiotic that’s helped the most besides Vancomycin. This whole week has been … a struggle. And no not a struggle where it’s like going up a flight of stairs (yes we’ve all been there). It’s taken a… Continue reading Still Struggling

Can’t say how much I’ve fucking hated the past 2 years. Maybe more. For as long as I can remember, my face was just never feeling right. Almost unnoticeable. Slowly making its way through my neck and face.  When the implants went in, something changed.  Sores. Man. The sores have been the absolute worst. Just showing… Continue reading Staph