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Today basically marks a year of fucking hell. A nightmare that I’ve literally never been able to awaken from. The implants were placed September of last year, first implant failed the day before Thanksgiving.  I never want to experience that again. Looking back at this past year, I don’t even know how I made it.… Continue reading A Year Later

So. I had a feeling things would fucking get weird with UC Health. I know I’m not supposed to mention names, but I don’t care. Time to blast off at these fucking idiots.  For starters I was released on Wednesday. I was given a full day of vancomycin, and switched to oral meds. Typical. Infectious… Continue reading My Ever Growing Hatred Towards Doctors

You’d think this shit would be over. You’d think that things would be “under control” as best as they can be.  Nope.  As I sit here at UC Health, I just have to wonder what the fuck. This week didn’t start out right. Fuck last week. It’s all just a fucking blur at this point.… Continue reading Hospitalized…. Again

I’d really like to know what happened.  Like.  Honestly.  It seems like since 2012, my life has been slowly deteriorating.  The loss of my mother kickstarted something.  Not really sure where, why or how, but things seem to be originating from that.  They say that death is not an easy thing to deal with.  It wasn’t.  When my mom died, I didn’t mourn.  The… Continue reading What Happened?

Just seems like I get ahead, then just get punted back down the stairs again. And again. And again.  Ended up having to dump the Apple Watch because of the metal. Luckily I found a ceramic one (previously had the series 2 Ceramic) online. I guess that’s maybe a little  happiness.  Honesty should have just gotten this… Continue reading Can’t Win

As the weeks have gone by, things have become more and more clear. The acrylic sample obtained from the lab was negative, as well as a zirconia sample. The titanium was irritating to have on my back. But hopefully that’s it.  I returned back to the guy that put my implants in. This time, I… Continue reading Further data

Well. It’s been an interesting past couple of weeks. To start off I’m still miserable. My mouth just will not stop hurting. I find it unacceptable that the guy who placed my implants has run and hidden himself. I mean you are a doctor for fucks sake. Help me.  Instead, my oral surgeon is being… Continue reading Allergic to Everything

I’ll be honest. The past 3 years has seriously taken its toll on me. I’ve always tried to help. Whatever I can do to help take the burden of whatever off someone else. Helping friends move. Borrowing money. Buying dinner. I’ve always had a positive attitude no matter what I’ve had to deal with. But… Continue reading Meh

Today. This week. Has not been good. I’ll come right out and say it. Fuck 2020. From every angle, aspect, perspective. I am coming to my end of being able to handle this. Between my health, great friends losing their mother, and you guessed it. The lovely medical community I’m surrounded by.  Today was the… Continue reading Disgustingly Disappointed

As a joke, this is what I’ve felt like lately. I’ve lost count. I’ve probably passed at least 7 stones so far. I’m just sick of the pain. I don’t see how, or why all this is happening. I never had one up until now.  It’s just a non stop barrage of of them at this… Continue reading Pellet Gun