As last night came to a close, I didn’t feel right. The strange feelings in my mouth have fully returned but in a different way. The roof of my mouth felt numb last night, I couldn’t put my finger on it, but today, it’s pretty clear why it was. From what I can feel, along… Continue reading The Exodus
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Familiar Pain
As I fight this crazy possession of mold, the familiar mouth pain has come back. Not as bad as it was, but more or less letting me subtly know is back. I woke up this morning late, I did manage to sleep all night, but usually I should be up by 6:30. My body had… Continue reading Familiar Pain
Civil War
The past 24 hours has been hell. The longer I treat the mold, the worse this gets. My body feels like its just in a full civil war, everything is revolting against the “changes” I’ve instituted. From the previous post, I am doing a detox protocol to try and help my body rid itself of… Continue reading Civil War
Looking Towards Wellness
The past 24 hours has been a well of emotions. The new one that I have no idea how to react to, is calmness. As I’ve struggled through the years with all of this. It’s been exhausting. If you’ve been following along, I think I did a pretty good job of documenting milestones. Bad days,… Continue reading Looking Towards Wellness
Root Cause Analysis
After Infectious Disease gave me the results of the fungal cultures. I spent the rest of the day just reflecting. On pretty much everything. Let me be fully transparent. As I look back in pictures throughout the years, specifically of my face, since about 2009, something changed. As far as I can remember back, the… Continue reading Root Cause Analysis
Small, But Big News
Infectious disease called me this morning. The fungal cultures finished growing. I grew 2 strains of Alternaria. Not sure which subtypes they are, but the most effective treatment is the Voriconazole, which I started roughly a week ago. Answers a lot of questions and cements my theories a few posts back. The allergy test actually… Continue reading Small, But Big News
Not Surprised Anymore
What’s surprising is the amount of sheer ignorance I have to deal with in respect to doctors. I’m still trying to find out if it’s intentional, or if this is how it’s always been. Wednesday was IVIg. I felt worn down. Beaten. Tired. As the nurses came, the usual thing happened. Do fluids, draw labs,… Continue reading Not Surprised Anymore
Starting to Piece Things Together
Since the sinus surgery, I’ll be honest. This is probably the best I’ve felt in a very very long time. I seriously cannot remember what it’s like to feel good. My mouth still hurts though. Under my tongue, and in my cheeks. As I’ve started to dwell on what the new pathology has shown, I… Continue reading Starting to Piece Things Together
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Who is the most famous or infamous person you have ever met? Durning the nightlife era, as far as celebrities go: Corey Feldman, Mario Lopez, Edsel Dope, entire cast of Jersey Shore (minus a few of them), unfortunately Kanye West. From a DJ standpoint, a lot of DJ’s some well known, others not.
Wind In My Sails
I don’t sail though. Infectious disease today was somewhat inspiring, but at the same time, frustrating. So first things first. The voriconazole. The serum levels are probably nearing therapeutic levels. Because things are starting to suck more. The side effects I’m starting to feel, in one word, shitvortex. Every day at 10am I have to… Continue reading Wind In My Sails