Doing What I Can

Yesterday the vancomycin trough came back high. Which in turn make infectious disease stop all IV antibiotics. I told them that the blood draw was done 3 hours too soon, but they didn’t want to listen to me. So I’ve had to go without the antibiotic that’s been keeping me alive for 24 hours. Last… Continue reading Doing What I Can

Yet More Labs

Over the weekend, my results came back from Kaufmans draw last week. WBC had climbed to 16.8, and my CRP has jumped to 41. I was supposed to come to LabCorp today for 2 labs, but I called their office to add CBC/CMP/CRP. Since over the weekend the fevers just won’t go away. Hopefully I… Continue reading Yet More Labs

The Worst Alarm Clock

Yup. It’s back. But not the typical everything burns. Eyes, sinuses, throat, jaw. It’s just the jaw and mouth. It’s the two lumps in the front of my jaw. I feel this inflammation just randomly snaking through my mouth. It pulses, the white crap continues to come out. It’s definitely mold related. I know Hepworth… Continue reading The Worst Alarm Clock

Downward Spiral Once Again

As much as I was hoping that my labs would be looking better, they aren’t. These labs were drawn last Thursday. I woke up this morning expecting to feel like a million dollars since that’s what ketamine does, however, looking at those labs, indicates I’m headed towards sepsis soon. The only positive thing, is my… Continue reading Downward Spiral Once Again

It’s Ketamine Day

I cannot wait for ketamine today. This downward spiral of pain and anxiety has only been amplified since the heart attack. The PTSD from the past 5 years, plus this new shit, the move, dealing with attorneys, being out yet again at work has me stuck in that vortex what you cannot escape. It’s a… Continue reading It’s Ketamine Day

Today is a Good Day

I was somewhat dreading today. As I had an appointment with cardiology after they got weird after Klarisana sent the clear to have ketamine form to them. Mostly just confusion. I was supposed to see Dr Chauhans assistant, but it was actually Dr Chauhan who walked through the door. I felt 100% better when I… Continue reading Today is a Good Day

Message to Attorney

This morning I wrote our attorney this message. After reading their pathetic response, it’s time to hit them back, hard. Here was the OC response as a refresher “I had a thought. If they continue to play these “games”, why not just tell them we are prepared to report them to the heath department, I… Continue reading Message to Attorney

Small Legal Update

The property finally replied. They cannot even spell my last name correctly. Essentially their empty threat is illegal, and what they are trying to do is illegal. I’m absolutely not agreeing to this. They know they are in the wrong, and they are hoping I’m going to back down. They have 1 week to make… Continue reading Small Legal Update