Author: john

Last night was probably the worst night I’ve had in a very very long time. By the time my watch was annoying me to go to bed, I was already fighting these strange spasms. In my neck, shoulders, chest and lungs. Unusual to say the least. This is already in addition what what I’ve already… Continue reading Sepsis Watch

This just sucks. The pain I’m starting to endure on a systemic basis just keeps stairstepping every day. It’s a slow progression that, as far as I know, there’s really nothing else I could be doing at this point. The pain starts at the roof of my mouth. To put it into perspective, it feels… Continue reading Backwards Progression

As last night came to a close, I didn’t feel right. The strange feelings in my mouth have fully returned but in a different way. The roof of my mouth felt numb last night, I couldn’t put my finger on it, but today, it’s pretty clear why it was. From what I can feel, along… Continue reading The Exodus

As I fight this crazy possession of mold, the familiar mouth pain has come back. Not as bad as it was, but more or less letting me subtly know is back. I woke up this morning late, I did manage to sleep all night, but usually I should be up by 6:30. My body had… Continue reading Familiar Pain

The past 24 hours has been hell. The longer I treat the mold, the worse this gets. My body feels like its just in a full civil war, everything is revolting against the “changes” I’ve instituted. From the previous post, I am doing a detox protocol to try and help my body rid itself of… Continue reading Civil War

The past 24 hours has been a well of emotions. The new one that I have no idea how to react to, is calmness. As I’ve struggled through the years with all of this. It’s been exhausting. If you’ve been following along, I think I did a pretty good job of documenting milestones. Bad days,… Continue reading Looking Towards Wellness

After Infectious Disease gave me the results of the fungal cultures. I spent the rest of the day just reflecting. On pretty much everything. Let me be fully transparent. As I look back in pictures throughout the years, specifically of my face, since about 2009, something changed. As far as I can remember back, the… Continue reading Root Cause Analysis

Infectious disease called me this morning. The fungal cultures finished growing. I grew 2 strains of Alternaria. Not sure which subtypes they are, but the most effective treatment is the Voriconazole, which I started roughly a week ago. Answers a lot of questions and cements my theories a few posts back. The allergy test actually… Continue reading Small, But Big News

What’s surprising is the amount of sheer ignorance I have to deal with in respect to doctors. I’m still trying to find out if it’s intentional, or if this is how it’s always been. Wednesday was IVIg. I felt worn down. Beaten. Tired. As the nurses came, the usual thing happened. Do fluids, draw labs,… Continue reading Not Surprised Anymore