It’s Ketamine Day

I cannot wait for ketamine today. This downward spiral of pain and anxiety has only been amplified since the heart attack. The PTSD from the past 5 years, plus this new shit, the move, dealing with attorneys, being out yet again at work has me stuck in that vortex what you cannot escape.

It’s a cycle that infinitely just perpetuates as time goes on. Ketamine, breaks the cycle.

My mind needs the mental break of the past 3 months of horror I’ve had to deal with. I was so happy yesterday when Chauhan allowed me to do it.

Also, before I got to infectious disease yesterday, Alyssa who is one of the people on the billing team called me to inform me that they found the discrepancies I was telling them about. All in all, Klarisana owes me about $1500 in insurance reimbursement. I had to resubmit my 2 of them just due to maybe I fucked up the paperwork somehow. Maybe I put the tax-ID in wrong. Or whatever.

But Alyssa went through each check, and found where their billing software made errors in the $ “lost” to the void. She was able to get that all fixed. Put a $300 credit on my account, and is sending a check to the Denver office for about $1000 that I can pickup on Monday. I could definitely use the money.

Being at 75% income hurts right now. I’m missing about $1000 per paycheck, and it’s only a matter of time until I can’t keep financially afloat anymore. The past 3 months have been devastating from a financial aspect.

I’m just hoping that I can return to work on the 16th, work from home/recover until the 31st. Then afterwards return to normalcy. For probably the next 3 months, I won’t be able to do on call yet, but I’d like to get back to being where I was.

Work setup a GoFundMe, which you can find the link at the bottom of each blog post, or you can simply click here to be taken to the campaign:

https://gofund.me/3ed712f0

Please share it with friends, family, social media, etc. everything helps. I didn’t expect to have to spend $3,000 on new furniture, $465 more mold testing at the old place, and $900 for movers. This is on top of the mountain of medical debt I have to figure out how to get rid of.

Thanks for reading, and supporting me. You can always help out by spreading the world across social media, or help donate to lessen the financial burden we’ve been getting crushed by for the past 3 years.