Today has been a day of reflection, anxiety, nervousness, but optimism. I haven’t felt optimistic in a long time. I have always been a positive soul. Trying to do whats best, and helping out anyway that I can. The toxicity of the past 2 years has left marks, however, a grim reminder of how bad things can get.
I am so appreciative of all the things in my life. Everything. My wife, my friends, my kids, family, and others that are very close to me and actually know me. This has been an extremely hard 2 years. It’s taken more perseverance that I ever thought I had in me to keep going. Much of that I have my mother to thank for. I know she is here watching me, with that cold Irish look.
I have spoken to the hospital, insurance, and work. All arrangements are in place and ready to go. I am ready for tomorrow. I strongly believe that this is the finish line for me from being trapped between a rock & a hard place for so long.
I look forward to recovering, and getting back to “me”. The IVIg is already starting to show its benefits in many ways, and I know that it’s the best path forward to keeping me healthy.
Signing off until after the surgery.
John
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