Miserable

I don’t know what’s going on but things have shifted to what the fucksville again. I woke up this morning just feeling weird. Like. Really weird. I wasn’t in pain. Which was odd. I typically wake up with it. So I want used to it being gone. As the day went by, my face and neck have started burning. The pain is becoming unbearable.

We went to Costco. When we left I felt ok, but by the time we got there, I felt like complete shit. As we were walking through Costco, my legs started to spasm. This is the weirdest shit ever.

After we got home, the pain started to spiral out of control. The inside of my mouth and under my tongue just feels raw. My neck and face just started to pulse. My left ear started to burn again.

As the day went on, my throat started to feel weird. Scratchy. Then the usual body aches started. My face feels warm. The redness started to show up again.

Yesterday I went to schleve for more injections. Yeah I know, I shouldn’t be doing them but I need some fucking relief. After he shot me up I immediately felt better. I am not sure if this is the Lyme doing this or what.

Hopefully soon this shit calms down. I only have 29 days left of rocephin. I hope this stuff gets the fuck out soon.